rain rain and more rain

rain rain and more rain
Okay well today is july the 2nd and it has just been a really gloomy day here in the big ol town of springdale. I think it has rained for most of the day. I only got to look out the window a couple of times and it was not. I would like to say that reading all of jens blogs has really inspired me to write. i have always wanted to keep a journal but never found the inspiration to do so. So i would like to say thanks Jen. You are truly my inspiration now. I know that i have lost touch with most of my old friends and honestly i don't have any here. i have lived here for almost 8 years now and i think the only people i know now that i didn't know then are my inlaws. Pretty sad huh. I think my kids have more friends than me. Actually i know they do. I don't mind though. As long as i have my kids and my John to talk to i get along okay. I have recently started talking to Latisha again and i am so thankful for her. She has brightened up my life alot in the past few months. I feel like i really have a friend that i have always had. I know that any time i would like i could call darla, but now that shes found her a man i prefer to let her be with him and not bother her with my issues of being a stressed out mom. seems like i am only stressed bc school is out and all 3 of my children are home. They do okay but Addy seems to be the bossy one. She likes to think she can just tell Easton what to do. And of course he wont take any bull from her. Loagin well he's still a little bit of a crybaby. i mean i guess he can be he's only 18 months now and he seems to be getting bigger every day. I saw my mom today, she brought addy and easton back from her house but then she took them back. addy had a tball game but unfortunately it got rained out. so we will be going down there for the fourth and then they will come back home. well i guess i will leave on that note. now that i have peace and quite i just like to watch tv and enjoy this time to myself to recoup from my days of kids and toys.
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